what do think you mean to me ??

I was sent
I served
I gave you all i had

I  prayed in my final hours
I was arrested

you cant imagine how much you were on my mind

I was taken to place were they beat me showing no mercy
they used leather
and they used glass
they placed a crown of thorns on my head and mocked me

a cross was placed across my back for me to carry
but by this point I was almost dead
I carried that rugged cross up
the hill of skulls

there the drew nails in my hands
and in my feet

but you were still on my mind

the set the cross upright and I felt the weight of my body
as I grew weak

I was bleeding
I was broken
I was the sacrifice

and the only thing on my mind
 was YOU

what do you mean to me ??

I died for you
and I dont regret one moment of that torture
your worth that much to me

for I was broken
but your worth it to me

love : JESUS

tick tock the time is coming

do you hear the sound of time ticking away
one second
one minute
as the day passes away

the morning comes
and night comes to quickly

have you ever just stopped
do you ever stop to think of how life could be
if you lived on the other side
the side with no time

well tick tock the time is coming fast when all of this crumbles away
the day we are called home to a time with no time
and you cant hit rewind
and you can erase your past but you can make yourself a better future

JESUS  should be your future
the only time you see
he is calling out answer him and enter his time

because forever means forever

tick tock
your time is running out
 what do you choose ??

are you listening ????

so many things to be said
no one cares to hear
such a crazy world
very little pay and your on your way

you pass by a little white church
you dare to go inside
you find a pew near the back and hope no one
saw you arrive
the pastor prays and the choir sings
and you just shake your head
 because you just dont understand

as the service ends  the pastor grabs your hand and says something that makes you think

he asks you
are you listening??

i see your new here to this church and i am so proud of you
now come back and join us again

you leave more confused then you were before you came
and the only thing on your mind
is are you
listening

but listening for what
am i supposed to hear a voice or maybe its a wind from the north
come on man tell me what am i listening for

a few days later you start to make your way back to that little white church
on your way there you fall over and you cant seem to breathe one more breath

then  a voice out of no where calls to you and says are you listening can you hear me

and you reply with a weak yes

this voice grows louder and stronger

and he starts with this

i made you before the foundations of the earth
i have loved you more than anything
i gave my life for you
and all you do is forget
did you forget i found you
did you forget i set you free
and at the age of 16 you called out to me
and i ran to you
i found you and listened to you
because i love you

when that pastor asked you if you were listening it was me asking if you could hear me
i wanted to warn you
about today but you just ran away

today is the day when i call you home
all i need to know is
are you listening

and to this day far away on a head to a grave it reads

BETTER LISTEN TO THE ONE WHO SET YOU FREE

let this be a lesson to everyone who reads
or just believes

you need to listen for he might be calling you and you just might miss it

rain like blood and rivers of tears

think back to a time your on a hill
nothing can save you now
your thrown on the ground like a rag doll your head spinning around
as you fall you catch a glimps of what your going through
you see a cross and 3 men staring down at you
they are yelling and spitting and calling you things
kicking and slapping you in the face

what would you do ?

would you take that kind of punishment ?

what if i told you you didnt do anything  to get yourself here

the next thing you know your being slapped down on a cross
and nails are being driven in hands and in through your feet
your in pain
and you scream out a name
but no one answers you

your starting to get dizzy from loosing so much blood
you cant even see strait anymore
and under your breath you begin to say
the most powerful words to this day

forgive them for they know not what they do

and you draw your last breath and thats it
your dead
now about this time the ground starts shaking
and thunder starts to roll
the veil is torn
all is complete

only thing is is its not you that died that day
you couldnt have done it anyway
no one wouldve
or couldve

JESUS
did he was the one who hung there

and like the blood that poured from his body
its raining down on you
as tear have filled your eyes
think of the many rivers
think of his eyes

he did it all for YOU

IT RAINED LIKE BLOOD AND RIVERS OF  TEARS
THE DAY THE LORD GAVE HIS LIFE
FOR ALL SINNERS AND SAINTS

IT RAINED LIKE BLOOD AND RIVERS OF TEARS

nothing to lose

Nothing to lose is what he thought
As he hung there that day nothing to say
He didn’t do a thing to have to hang there
But as he hung there he saw your face and knew he had to hang there something to say

Father forgive them for they know not what they do
Is what he prayed before he drew his last breath
He had nothing to say after that
As the  time passed  the story grew old
but in my memories it stays it stays to glorify the holy


here am I send me is what we cry day after day
but do we mean what we say
maybe we do or maybe we hope he doesn’t call on us to
take our place
to leave our bodies behind
maybe we hope
maybe we pray
maybe just maybe one day we will have nothing to say
maybe one day we will see him face to face
in that realm is where I long to be
 in his arms and him loving me
I have nothing to lose in his glory
Nothing to lose ….

no title today this will speak for its self

one cross 

three nails 

one crown of thorns 

whips of leather and of glass 

blood stained everything 

one man 

one life to give 

one he didnt have to give 

he couldve said no send someone else 

but instead he was still and knew what he had to do 

he had to save 

YOU !!!

YEARS LATER 

after he came

a girl sat crying not wanting to do what she thought she had to do 

she was sitting in a room about to give away 

the baby she said she couldnt raise 

the abortion was about to begin when 

the door opened and opened wide 

and a guy stood by her side 

this guy was just no ordinary guy he saw her years before before she opened her eyes 

before she was born 

he knew her and called her by name 

so she left that day and her baby was saved 

2011 

a long way off the road we had 

a country left its father sad 

one country under GOD  

well sure but for how long did this country stay there 

not long 

how far we have come

fallen astray 

feeling like theres no price to pay 

for the words that we say and the things that we do 

we are all on this path a path of no return the only was out came years before 

and we didnt want him then 

but we call out to him now  

what nerve we have to call out to him 

did this country really forget all it took

was one cross 

three nails 

one crown of thorns 

but most importantly 

it took 

JESUS 

thats all we need is JESUS 

so get on your face and pray everyday give yourself way 

you know what it took will you go through more

YES i will go through more if thats what it takes 

my fingers want to keep going or is it my spirit that wants to ?

DEAD

lying lifeless
no blood running through your veins
no heart beat
no vision
no way to see the future as it passes away
life is over and done
so do you move on

NO
STAY PUT IN THE GROUND WHERE YOU LAY
you had your chance
your chance to live
now you died no more can be done
you future is in the hands of the holy one
the king of kings
will be your judge
mercy you hope he gives as your eternal rest
but in the end it comes to this
and this alone
who did you sell yourself to
in the end its what killed you
you sold out your soul to the world now look were you are
IN THE DIRT
and thats were you shall stay rotting away day after day
you may say this is mean to tell someone like me
i am alive cant you see me
I DO SEE YOU
I LOVE YOU
IF I DIDNT DONT YOU THINK I WOULD HAVE LET YOU ROT IN YOUR GRAVE
BUT I LOVE YOU AND I WANT YOU TO CHANGE
CHANGE YOUR LIFE AND YELL IT OUT LOUD THAT YOU SOLD YOURSELF OUT TO SOMEONE WHO WEARS YOUR NAME PROUD
HIS NAME IS JESUS AND HE DIED FOR YOU
HE HAD NO HEART BEAT NOTHING TO SEE ONLY YOUR FACE THE FACE HE SET


FREE

pouring myself over these old keys

some times i just like to let my fingers do all the talking
and type away for hours like i dont care what i say sometimes it sounds good other times not at all
so i think for this blog moment i will let my finger fly across the keys what do you think ???



crying out like no one can hear me
crying out i  hope you hear me
GOD if your there will you just say you care
hold me like a child going nowhere
god i trust you but this is to hard we are going to fast please stop let me breathe
let me sing let me dance let me be me please just dont leave me
i want to jump off the highest tower i want to free fall and just as i start to hit the ground
catch me
god i want you to catch me  like you did before
you made me
i look just like you
there is no way no one cant tell i am your daughter
lets run lets leave everything behind us you are all i need
your my breathe your my blood your my father and my best friend
all i want and need is you the one person who walks with me who listens at midnight when i cant seem to find sleep you carry me when i feel weak
you give me your very best even when i dont think i need it
where would i be without you
dead
dead lying on the ground lifeless
no breathe to be found
no blood in my veins
no pulse from a heart
if only they knew right from the start
that your
EVERYTHING
everything they need is in you i want the whole world to hear you and feel you and see you
because your my life line to everything


okay see what happens when i just start typing randomly is not fair that i do some of my best writing that way ugh oh well i hope yall liked it i dont really even know where all of this came from oh well its on here

poring myself over the keys the best way to end my day :)