to my cousin david !!!!!!!

I dont really want to write right now but i feel like i must share the life  well what i know anyway of a amazing man
my cousin david
who is fighting for his life as i type this
he was a man who you knew loved you because he let it show
he gave the best hugs and advice if you had the moment to talk to him at the dinner table aka cracker barrel
i think one of our favorite places to meet up when he and his wonderful kids came to town
when we got the news of what happened it was like you were being stabbed in the heart how could this young man because he is young possibly die from something so horrible but deep down inside of myself i knew my GOD was bigger than this and even though we dont know if he will make it past tomorrow i have peace knowing that my GOD IS GREATER AND MY GOD IS STRONGER he can carry us through but i cant help thinking maybe this is supposed to be a huge wake up call to everyone who hears about david that he was a strong fighter who won because in life he won and in death he won because he gets to spend all of eternity with his king of kings i dont know what could be better than that but i have one thing to say to anybody reading this or listening to me read off to you
there is no GOD GREATER THAN THE GOD DAVID HAD IN HIS HEART AND LIFE
so cousin david i love you and i know your inside that head and body of yours so snap out of it
your future is waiting :)

why why why

this week i have been reading up on bullying and its gotten really bad over the years and its not right 

what happens to these kids and i for one am done seeing nothing done so for the next few days i am gonna post stories of kids who have died because of bullying its not right so help me stop it :)

the role me and you play in this game we call life

life 

life is just a game 

we are the pieces and god is the hand that moves us 

but some how we try to move away and hide 

and somehow or another we like that distance between us and him 

but what if we let him do what he said he would do instead of trying to get to the 

end so fast whats the reward then oh i outran god really if you say yes to that then you wrong he was carrying you even when you didnt see it or feel it how do you think you got there 

i am so sick of hearing people say he left me i had to go it alone because its not true he was there you just chose not to listen out for his call why would you walk with out hearing his voice he holds your every moment he is not this god who leaves you in you problem he helps you walk threw them no matter what he has your back when everything around you is falling he is standing there waiting for you 

he never leaves and comes back he is there to stay after all he has been here well forever 

so the next time you feel like you cant go on anymore remember you have the most high god on your side never forget that 

and if you want more information on this god you can write me and ask me as many questions as you want @ fairydust1452@yahoo.com 

and know that the joy of the lord is your strength :) 

just some random thoughts !!!! if thats okay ???

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I GOT HERE I HAVE NO IDEA AT ALL 

LIFE CAN BE SUCH A BATTLE OF RIGHT AND WRONG 

AND ALL WE DO IS STAND THERE WITH HANDS UP IN THE AIR 

ASKING AND BEGGING GOD ARE STILL THERE 

BUT WHAT IF HE WASNT WOULD WE CARE 

ITS NOT LIKE WE CALL ON HIM EVERYDAY AND ANYWHERE 

WE ONLY TRULY CALL ON HIM WHEN WE NEED HIS HELP 

ITS A SAD BUT TRUE 

HOW DID WE GET SO FAR AWAY FROM WHERE HE PLACED US AT 

COME ON NOW WORLD WILL WE EVER GET IT 

HE PLACED US IN HIS PERFECT PLAN AND THEN WE DONT UNDERSTAND IT SO WE LEAVE IT COME ON ASK FOR THE RULES OF THE GAME 

HE PLANTED THEM IN YOUR HEART AND PLACED THEM IN YOUR HAND 

HOW MUCH MORE CORRECTION DO YOU NEED BEFORE YOU GET IT 

HOW MUCH MORE WILL WE HAVE TO POUR OUT INTO YOUR LAP 

HOW LONG MUST WE SPOON FEED YOU BEFORE YOU GRAB THE MEAT 

HOW MUCH LONGER MUST WE WAIT FOR YOU TO GRAB THE PROMISES HE HAS FOR YOU 

COME ON HOW LONG MUST WE WAIT FOR YOU TO CATCH UP 

BUT KNOW THAT NO MATTER HOW SLOW YOU MAYBE AT GETTING THE MESSAGE WE WILL BE WAITING 

WAITING WITH OPEN ARMS 

BECAUSE JUDGING YOU WOULD ONLY HURT YOU MORE THAN THE WORLD HAS 

SO WITH US YOU HAVE SAFETY 

SO RUN TO US 

WE ARE WAITING !!!!! BUT FOR HOW LONG ????

all i can say is wow

okay so church was awesome as usual but for the first time in a while it was like i wasnt even there i know weird but i just felt like i wasnt there my body knew where it was but my heart and my brain where somewhere else hahaha so through all of the crazy things that happened today god just kept going and going with me and i know god has some amazing things planned for me and i am excited to take you on this journey with me and who knows where it will lead us
so until next time
god bless you so very much

why do people think its okay to say stuff to me about me being single ugh

okay so i dont have a boyfriend and some people think its okay to bring up how weird it is 

i find it rude to say the least i mean i would love to find someone and fall in love but its not like my number one goal at this point i mean im in no hurry but they seem to think it is 

like the other day a random man and woman said i should date there son because he is so handsome and plays basketball okay i was nice but got very upset after because they were not letting up on it so i think yall understand im not looking and if you happen to be one of the people who keep telling me i need to date can you lay off please its rude and it hurts when thats all people think about so get over it it will happen when it does :) thanks !!!!!

tons of moms

okay as you all may know i attend a church named iwc and i love it but over this past weekend i have found  i have so many moms to talk too on top of my natural mom
so im going to be talking about them in this blog
okay so this past weekend we did a ladies conference at our church and it rocked
but to tell you the truth what i got out of it was i am surrounded by amazing mothers some i dont know well enough to be that close but still mothers....i loved talking to the women and learning from them
you know im not married and i dont have kids but when i do have both of those things i will be really ready for them because of these amazing mothers and just to name a few off the top of my head 1.first lady ladonna tomberlin she is so amazing i love her so much she is always there to give me the biggest hugs and advice even when i dont want to hear it not that that happens often like never i hang on her every word when she talks to me because i always want to be able to say i learned from a amazing woman of god now to stop me from being mushy i will move on 2. pastor heather wallace man words cant really express what i would like to say about her she is like well well well well amazing and that dont even start to cover her she has a power a force behind her that you just want to  be near her its like touching the presence of god when you get close and you start to feel fire when she prays for you and  thats a good thing she has a way of being stern but loving at the same time i know that i can trust her with my dreams because i know she will help me reach them and her hugs are the best i mean if your sad thise hugs are just what you need and when i start to think im all alone in this crazy race i have embarked on she is there to say something like i love you i really do.... okay so now to talk about both of them they are the most amazing women you will ever meet okay so i might be a little biyas but who could help it when you have people in your life like them they for sure keep me on the fast track and on my toes and i am forever thankful for that so ladies if you read this know i love you soooooooooooo much
:)

TODAY AT CHURCH !!!!!!

TODAY WHILE AT CHURCH THE KIDS DANCE TEAM DANCED AND WOW TALK ABOUT WATER WORKS I TOTALLY CRIED LIKE A BABY

IT WAS AMAZING I MEAN AMAZING I WAS GOOD UNTIL A YOUNG BOY WAS PLAYING JESUS AND MAN THE PASSION BEHIND THAT BOY YOU COULD TELL HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING AND IT WAS SO SWEET

I CANT EVEN WRITE HOW IT REALLY WAS AND GIVE JUSTICE TO IT

I MELTED WHEN I WAS WATCHING IT OMG IT WAS GOOD I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH IF ONLY THEY KNEW HOW MUCH

IM READY FOR THIS GENERATION TO TAKE OVER

FOR I STAND AT THE DOOR AND KNOCK

WHERE ARE ALL MY PEOPLE AT 

MY CHILDREN 

MY SONS 

MY DAUGHTERS 

SON COME BACK TO ME RUN IF YOU HAVE TO 

I LOVE YOU AND I NEED YOU 

I MADE YOU 

I FORMED YOU 

SON WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME 

AFTER I SET YOU FREE 

I SENT JESUS TO BE YOUR SACRIFICE 

AND YOU LEFT ME 

SON COME BACK TO ME 

MY ARMS ARE WIDE OPEN RUN INTO THEM 

AND BE SAVED 

DAUGHTER OH MY LITTLE GIRL 

YOUR SO BEAUTIFUL 

AND SO DELICATE 

WHY DID YOU RUN AWAY FROM ME 

WHY DID YOU STOP COMING TO ME 

WHY DID YOU STOP TALKING AND SINGING WITH ME 

 RUN BACK TO ME THE WORLD WILL TAKE YOU CAPTIVE 

RUN INTO MY ARMS AND KNOW YOU ARE SAFE 

DAUGHTER WHY DID YOU LEAVE 

FOR I STAND AT THE DOOR AND KNOCK 

DON'T LEAVE ME 

FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU 

I LOVE YOU 

I WILL BE WAITING FOR EVEN THE LAST SON AND DAUGHTER 

FOR EVERYONE OF MY CHILDREN ARE IMPORTANT TO ME 

AND I LOVE EVERYONE OF THEM NO MATTER WHAT !!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE : THE KING OF KINGS 

THE THIN LINE OF A LIFE

LIFE IS FRAGILE 

LIFE IS A SMALL PART OF THE LIVING 

LIFE IS WELL LIFE 

WE CANT CONTROL WHAT HAPPENS 

TO A LIFE

OR CAN WE 

IF I WERE TO TELL YOU THAT YOU COULD SAVE A LIFE WITH 3 NAILS WHAT WOULD YOU SAY??

WOULD YOU SAY OKAY LETS DO IT ??

OR WOULD YOU SAY ITS NOT WORTH IT ??

IF YOU SAID YES TO THE FIRST ONE THAN YOU WOULD DO WHAT JESUS DID 

IF YOU SAID YES TO THE SECOND ONE YOU WOULD BE SIDING WITH THE WORLD 

WHICH IS BETTER A SAVED LIFE OR A UNSAVED LIFE ??

THINK OF IT THIS WAY IF YOU WERE A LIFEGUARD AND 2 PEOPLE WERE DROWNING AT THE SAME TIME WHICH ONE WOULD YOU SAVE FIRST ??

THE CORRECT ANSWER WOULD BE TO JUMP IN AND SAVE BOTH RIGHT ?

WELL THAT KINDA WHAT JESUS DID WHEN HE DIED FOR YOU HE JUMPED IN THE POOL AND SAVED BOTH PEOPLE 

HIS BLOOD SAVED EVERYONE FROM THERE SINS EVEN THOUGH SOME OF US WERE NOT EVEN  THERE AT THAT TIME HE SAVED US 

HE IS THE WORLDS GREATEST LIFEGUARD 

AND THAT'S BECAUSE HE WAS SELFLESS 

CAN YOU BE SELFLESS 

CAN YOU STEP OUT INFRONT OF A CAR TO SAVE A CHILD 

CAN YOU STAND INFRONT OF SOMEONE WHO IS ABOUT TO BE SHOT 

CAN YOU GIVE YOUR LIFE

ITS NOT EASY AND ITS NOT HARD 

THEY SAY THAT SAYING NO TO DRUGS IS HARD 

THEY SAY BEING A TEENAGER IS HARD 

THEY SAY BEING A ADULT IS HARD 

BUT WHATS HARDER 

THE CORRECT ANSWER WOULD BE 

LAYING YOUR LIFE DOWN FOR SOMEONE YOU DONT KNOW 

IN THE PAST I HAVE SAID THAT A WOULD DIE FOR MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS 

AND I STILL WOULD EVEN IF I DIDNT KNOW THE PERSON I WOULD 

IN THE PAST I HAVE SAID THAT THERE IS NO GREATER LOVE AND I STILL BELIEVE THAT 

IN THE PAST I HAVE SAID ABORTION IS WRONG BUT THEY STILL DO IT 

THE THIN LINE OF A LIFE COULD COME IN MANY FORMS 

BUT WHY DONT WE STAND FOR THE THIN LINE OF A LIFE OF A UNBORN BABY 

THEY WILL NEVER GET TO SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY 

OR FEEL THE WIND AS IT BLOWS ON THERE FACES 

YOU WILL NEVER MEET THEM AND SHOW THEM LOVE 

YOU WILL NEVER GET TO HEAR THEM RECITE THE SINNER PRAYER 

YOU WILL NEVER GET TO HEAR THEM CALL OUT YOUR NAME AND SAY I LOVE YOU MOMMY AND DADDY 

AND THATS WHERE I DRAW THE LINE

 IT STARTS HERE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE PRICE OF FREEDOM

FREEDOM DIDN'T COME CHEAP
WE GOT IT THROUGH BLOOD SWEAT AT TEARS
WE GOT IT THROUGH PRAYER AND FASTING
WE GOT IT THROUGH SACRIFICE
A BIG SACRIFICE

A SACRIFICE THAT ALLOT OF FAMILIES HAVE MADE OVER THE HISTORY OF THE UNITED STATES
ITS A LONG HISTORY BUT A HISTORY WORTH SHARING
AND THAT'S WHAT I PLAN ON DOING RIGHT NOW

The history of the United States traditionally starts with the Declaration of Independence in the year 1776, yet its territory was occupied first by the Native Americanssince prehistoric times and then also by European colonists who followed the voyages of Christopher Columbus starting in 1492. The largest settlements were by the English on the East Coast, starting in 1607. By the 1770s the Thirteen Colonies contained two and half million people, were prosperous, and had developed their own political and legal systems. The British government's threat to American self-government led to war in 1775 and the Declaration of Independence in 1776. With major military and financial support from France, the patriots won the American Revolution. In 1789 the Constitution became the basis for the United States federal government, with war hero George Washington as the first president. The young nation continued to struggle with the scope of central government and with European influence, creating the first political parties in the 1790s, and fighting a second war for independence in 1812.

U.S. territory expanded westward across the continent, brushing aside Native Americans and Mexico, and overcoming modernizers who wanted to deepen the economy rather than expand the geography. Slavery of Africans was abolished in the North, but heavy world demand for cotton let it flourish in the Southern states. The 1860 election of Abraham Lincoln calling for no more expansion of slavery triggered a crisis as eleven slave states seceded to found the Confederate States of Americain 1861. The bloody American Civil War (1861–65) redefined the nation and remains the central iconic event. The South was defeated and, in the Reconstruction era, the U.S. ended slavery, extended rights to African Americans, and readmitted secessionist states with loyal governments. The national government was much stronger, and it now had the explicit duty to protect individuals. Reconstruction was rolled back by the white South, leaving the blacks in a world of Jim Crow political, social and economic inferiority. The entire South remained poor while the North and West grew rapidly.

Thanks to an outburst of entrepreneurship in the North and the arrival of millions of immigrant workers from Europe, the U.S. became the leading industrialized power by 1900. Disgust with corruption, waste, and traditional politics stimulated the Progressive movement, 1890s-1920s, which pushed for reform in industry and politics and put into the Constitution women's suffrage and Prohibition of alcohol (the latter repealed in 1933). Initially neutral in World War I, the U.S. declared war on Germany in 1917, and funded the Allied victory. The nation refused to follow President Woodrow Wilson's leadership and never joined the League of Nations. After a prosperous decade in the 1920s the Wall Street Crash of 1929 marked the onset of the decade-long world-wide Great Depression. A political realignment expelled the Republicans from power and installed Democrat Franklin D. Roosevelt and his elaborate and expensive New Deal programs for relief, recovery, and reform. Roosevelt's Democratic coalition, comprising ethics in the north, labor unions, big-city machines, intellectuals, and the white South, dominated national politics into the 1960s. After the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor in December 1941, the U.S. entered World War II alongside the Allies and helped defeat Nazi Germany in Europe and, with the detonation of newly-invented atomic bombs, Japan in Asia and the Pacific.

The Soviet Union and the U.S. emerged as opposing superpowers after the war and began the Cold War confronting indirectly in an arms race, the Space Race, and intervention in Europe and eastern Asia. Liberalism reflected in the civil rights movement and opposition to war in Vietnam peaked in the 1960s–70s before giving way toconservatism in the early 1980s. The Cold War ended when the Soviet Union dissolved in 1991, leaving the U.S. to prosper in the booming Information Age economy that was boosted, at least in part, by information technology. International conflict and economic uncertainty heightened by 2001 with the September 11 attacks and subsequent War on Terror and the late-2000s recession. VIA WIKIPEDIA 

AND LET US NOT FORGET WE ARE A NATION BASED ON GOD AND THAT WILL NEVER BE TAKEN AWAY FROM US !!

SO HAPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYONE 

AND GOD BLESS AMERICA 

:)

I AM THAT I AM

I AM THE BRIGHT AND MORNING STAR
I AM YOUR COMFORTER DURING THE NIGHT
I SIT AT THE TABLE WAIT FOR YOU TO JOIN ME FOR ME TO SPEAK WITH YOU
I AM THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO
I AM THE ONE WHO DIED FOR YOU

YES I DIED FOR YOU I SOLD MY SOUL
SO YOU COULD BE FREE DIDNT YOU SEE THE CHAINS HOLDING ME
DID YOU NOT HEAR THE SOUND THEY MADE AS THEY FEEL TO THE GROUND THAT DAY

WHERE WERE YOU
IF YOU WERE THERE YOU SAW ME IF YOU WERENT THERE YOU STILL SAW ME
BECAUSE YOU WERE HERE BEFORE YOU WERE HERE
MY FATHER KNEW YOU BY NAME AND KNEW YOUR FUTURE
HE KNEW IF YOU WOULD LIVE FOR  ONE HOUR OR ONE YEAR OR 50 YEARS EVEN
HE KNEW YOU NEEDED TO GET BACK TO HIM AND SO HE SENT ME

HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING
AND I OBEYED MY FATHER FOR HE IS MY FATHER
AND I LOVE HIM

I SAW HOW HE FORMED EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU IN HIS IMAGE YOUR FACES HE CARVED WITH HIS OWN HANDS

I SAW HIM LAUGH AND CRY WITH YOU WHAT BROKE YOUR HEART BROKE HIS WHAT MADE YOU LAUGH MADE HIM LAUGH
YOU ARE HIS PRIDE AND JOY

AND AS HIS SON I AM TELLING YOU
DONT MESS AROUND WITH THIS LOVE ITS A HOLY LOVE A LOVE ONLY GOD CAN GIVE
DO WAIT TO LONG TO RUN BACK HOME TO HIS OPEN ARMS
HE IS WAITING FOR YOU
HE IS WALKNG THE HALLWAYS WAITING TO HEAR YOUR VOICE
CALL OUT TO HIM AND HE WILL ANSWER YOU

WE BOTH REALLY LOVE YOU

STAND BY ME

STAND BY ME

STAND BY ME IF YOU DARE OR EVEN IF YOU CARE 

ITS NOT A EASY THING TO DO 

OR EASY CHOICE TO MAKE 

IT MEANS GIVING YOUR LIFE FOR ONE PERSON THAT PERSON BEING ME 

WOULD YOU WEAR THIS YELLOW STAR 

DIE BESIDE A FELLOW MAN 

OR DIE BESIDE THE MAN WHO KILLED ME 

WHO'S SIDE ARE YOU ON ANYWAY 

ARE YOU PLANNING ON SITTING ON YOUR HANDS OVER AND OVER AGAIN 

NOT ME I WILL WEAR THAT YELLOW STAR AND DIE BESIDE THAT JEWISH MAN 

ITS NOT ABOUT THE RACE THE COLOR OF YOUR SKIN BUT WHAT LYES BEHIND THE 

SPIRIT EYES ITS  WHAT IS SWIMMING IN YOUR EYES ITS IN YOUR BRAIN YOUR DNA 

BUT ITS UP TO YOU IF IT STAYS 

SO ITS UP TO NOT ONE SOUL MORE 

WILL YOU BE THE ONE 

TO 

STAND BY ME 

ITS NOT TO LATE TO STAND BY OUR JEWISH BROTHERS AND SISTERS 

VISIT 

GLENNBECK.COM 

TO FIND OUT HOW YOU CAN HELP 

what do think you mean to me ??

I was sent
I served
I gave you all i had

I  prayed in my final hours
I was arrested

you cant imagine how much you were on my mind

I was taken to place were they beat me showing no mercy
they used leather
and they used glass
they placed a crown of thorns on my head and mocked me

a cross was placed across my back for me to carry
but by this point I was almost dead
I carried that rugged cross up
the hill of skulls

there the drew nails in my hands
and in my feet

but you were still on my mind

the set the cross upright and I felt the weight of my body
as I grew weak

I was bleeding
I was broken
I was the sacrifice

and the only thing on my mind
 was YOU

what do you mean to me ??

I died for you
and I dont regret one moment of that torture
your worth that much to me

for I was broken
but your worth it to me

love : JESUS

tick tock the time is coming

do you hear the sound of time ticking away
one second
one minute
as the day passes away

the morning comes
and night comes to quickly

have you ever just stopped
do you ever stop to think of how life could be
if you lived on the other side
the side with no time

well tick tock the time is coming fast when all of this crumbles away
the day we are called home to a time with no time
and you cant hit rewind
and you can erase your past but you can make yourself a better future

JESUS  should be your future
the only time you see
he is calling out answer him and enter his time

because forever means forever

tick tock
your time is running out
 what do you choose ??

are you listening ????

so many things to be said
no one cares to hear
such a crazy world
very little pay and your on your way

you pass by a little white church
you dare to go inside
you find a pew near the back and hope no one
saw you arrive
the pastor prays and the choir sings
and you just shake your head
 because you just dont understand

as the service ends  the pastor grabs your hand and says something that makes you think

he asks you
are you listening??

i see your new here to this church and i am so proud of you
now come back and join us again

you leave more confused then you were before you came
and the only thing on your mind
is are you
listening

but listening for what
am i supposed to hear a voice or maybe its a wind from the north
come on man tell me what am i listening for

a few days later you start to make your way back to that little white church
on your way there you fall over and you cant seem to breathe one more breath

then  a voice out of no where calls to you and says are you listening can you hear me

and you reply with a weak yes

this voice grows louder and stronger

and he starts with this

i made you before the foundations of the earth
i have loved you more than anything
i gave my life for you
and all you do is forget
did you forget i found you
did you forget i set you free
and at the age of 16 you called out to me
and i ran to you
i found you and listened to you
because i love you

when that pastor asked you if you were listening it was me asking if you could hear me
i wanted to warn you
about today but you just ran away

today is the day when i call you home
all i need to know is
are you listening

and to this day far away on a head to a grave it reads

BETTER LISTEN TO THE ONE WHO SET YOU FREE

let this be a lesson to everyone who reads
or just believes

you need to listen for he might be calling you and you just might miss it

rain like blood and rivers of tears

think back to a time your on a hill
nothing can save you now
your thrown on the ground like a rag doll your head spinning around
as you fall you catch a glimps of what your going through
you see a cross and 3 men staring down at you
they are yelling and spitting and calling you things
kicking and slapping you in the face

what would you do ?

would you take that kind of punishment ?

what if i told you you didnt do anything  to get yourself here

the next thing you know your being slapped down on a cross
and nails are being driven in hands and in through your feet
your in pain
and you scream out a name
but no one answers you

your starting to get dizzy from loosing so much blood
you cant even see strait anymore
and under your breath you begin to say
the most powerful words to this day

forgive them for they know not what they do

and you draw your last breath and thats it
your dead
now about this time the ground starts shaking
and thunder starts to roll
the veil is torn
all is complete

only thing is is its not you that died that day
you couldnt have done it anyway
no one wouldve
or couldve

JESUS
did he was the one who hung there

and like the blood that poured from his body
its raining down on you
as tear have filled your eyes
think of the many rivers
think of his eyes

he did it all for YOU

IT RAINED LIKE BLOOD AND RIVERS OF  TEARS
THE DAY THE LORD GAVE HIS LIFE
FOR ALL SINNERS AND SAINTS

IT RAINED LIKE BLOOD AND RIVERS OF TEARS

nothing to lose

Nothing to lose is what he thought
As he hung there that day nothing to say
He didn’t do a thing to have to hang there
But as he hung there he saw your face and knew he had to hang there something to say

Father forgive them for they know not what they do
Is what he prayed before he drew his last breath
He had nothing to say after that
As the  time passed  the story grew old
but in my memories it stays it stays to glorify the holy


here am I send me is what we cry day after day
but do we mean what we say
maybe we do or maybe we hope he doesn’t call on us to
take our place
to leave our bodies behind
maybe we hope
maybe we pray
maybe just maybe one day we will have nothing to say
maybe one day we will see him face to face
in that realm is where I long to be
 in his arms and him loving me
I have nothing to lose in his glory
Nothing to lose ….

no title today this will speak for its self

one cross 

three nails 

one crown of thorns 

whips of leather and of glass 

blood stained everything 

one man 

one life to give 

one he didnt have to give 

he couldve said no send someone else 

but instead he was still and knew what he had to do 

he had to save 

YOU !!!

YEARS LATER 

after he came

a girl sat crying not wanting to do what she thought she had to do 

she was sitting in a room about to give away 

the baby she said she couldnt raise 

the abortion was about to begin when 

the door opened and opened wide 

and a guy stood by her side 

this guy was just no ordinary guy he saw her years before before she opened her eyes 

before she was born 

he knew her and called her by name 

so she left that day and her baby was saved 

2011 

a long way off the road we had 

a country left its father sad 

one country under GOD  

well sure but for how long did this country stay there 

not long 

how far we have come

fallen astray 

feeling like theres no price to pay 

for the words that we say and the things that we do 

we are all on this path a path of no return the only was out came years before 

and we didnt want him then 

but we call out to him now  

what nerve we have to call out to him 

did this country really forget all it took

was one cross 

three nails 

one crown of thorns 

but most importantly 

it took 

JESUS 

thats all we need is JESUS 

so get on your face and pray everyday give yourself way 

you know what it took will you go through more

YES i will go through more if thats what it takes 

my fingers want to keep going or is it my spirit that wants to ?

DEAD

lying lifeless
no blood running through your veins
no heart beat
no vision
no way to see the future as it passes away
life is over and done
so do you move on

NO
STAY PUT IN THE GROUND WHERE YOU LAY
you had your chance
your chance to live
now you died no more can be done
you future is in the hands of the holy one
the king of kings
will be your judge
mercy you hope he gives as your eternal rest
but in the end it comes to this
and this alone
who did you sell yourself to
in the end its what killed you
you sold out your soul to the world now look were you are
IN THE DIRT
and thats were you shall stay rotting away day after day
you may say this is mean to tell someone like me
i am alive cant you see me
I DO SEE YOU
I LOVE YOU
IF I DIDNT DONT YOU THINK I WOULD HAVE LET YOU ROT IN YOUR GRAVE
BUT I LOVE YOU AND I WANT YOU TO CHANGE
CHANGE YOUR LIFE AND YELL IT OUT LOUD THAT YOU SOLD YOURSELF OUT TO SOMEONE WHO WEARS YOUR NAME PROUD
HIS NAME IS JESUS AND HE DIED FOR YOU
HE HAD NO HEART BEAT NOTHING TO SEE ONLY YOUR FACE THE FACE HE SET


FREE

pouring myself over these old keys

some times i just like to let my fingers do all the talking
and type away for hours like i dont care what i say sometimes it sounds good other times not at all
so i think for this blog moment i will let my finger fly across the keys what do you think ???



crying out like no one can hear me
crying out i  hope you hear me
GOD if your there will you just say you care
hold me like a child going nowhere
god i trust you but this is to hard we are going to fast please stop let me breathe
let me sing let me dance let me be me please just dont leave me
i want to jump off the highest tower i want to free fall and just as i start to hit the ground
catch me
god i want you to catch me  like you did before
you made me
i look just like you
there is no way no one cant tell i am your daughter
lets run lets leave everything behind us you are all i need
your my breathe your my blood your my father and my best friend
all i want and need is you the one person who walks with me who listens at midnight when i cant seem to find sleep you carry me when i feel weak
you give me your very best even when i dont think i need it
where would i be without you
dead
dead lying on the ground lifeless
no breathe to be found
no blood in my veins
no pulse from a heart
if only they knew right from the start
that your
EVERYTHING
everything they need is in you i want the whole world to hear you and feel you and see you
because your my life line to everything


okay see what happens when i just start typing randomly is not fair that i do some of my best writing that way ugh oh well i hope yall liked it i dont really even know where all of this came from oh well its on here

poring myself over the keys the best way to end my day :)

SET AIM FIRE

OKAY I KNOW THATS  A SUPER RANDOM TITLE BUT THERE IS A REASON FOR THAT SEE AS CHRISTIANS WE SHOULD ALL BE READY TO AIM AND FIRE AT THE ENEMY WE HAVE TO BE READY AT ALL TIMES NOT JUST IN CHURCH BUT ALL THE TIME SO ARE YOU READY TO AIM AND FIRE I HOPE YOU ARE IF YOUR NOT THEN JOIN THE ARMY OF  CHRIST FOR SOME TRAINING ITS NOT ALWAYS EASY BUT ITS WORTH THE FIGHT

2011 the year of the LORDS pouring out :)

HAVE YOU BEEN ABDUCTED ????????

SO I THINK I HAVE BEEN TAKEN TO A PLACE OF NO RETURN AND MY ABDUCTOR HIS NAME IS A NAME YOU HAVE HEARD JESUS YES JESUS IS MY ABDUCTOR AND I DIDNT FIGHT HIM CUZ HE DIDNT FIGHT THEM OH NO HE DIDNT FIGHT THEM WHEN THEY SPIT IN HIS FACE AND CALLED HIM THINGS OF DISGRACE NO ALL HE DID WAS STAY SILENT AND THATS WHAT I PLAN TO DO UNTIL THE DAY WHEN HEAVEN WILL OPEN AND EVERYTHING WILL BE CLEAR AGAIN CUZ HE SAID IT WOULD BE.
THAT HE WOULD SET THE CAPTIVES FREE BUT I DONT CARE IF HE EVER RELEASES ME 
AFTER ALL HE SET ME FREE WHEN HE DIED FOR ME 

SO WHATS YOU ABDUCTORS NAME IS IT JESUS OR IS IT THE WORLD??
 TRUST ME JESUS IS WAY BETTER BECAUSE YOUR REALLY FREE .......................