to my cousin david !!!!!!!

I dont really want to write right now but i feel like i must share the life  well what i know anyway of a amazing man
my cousin david
who is fighting for his life as i type this
he was a man who you knew loved you because he let it show
he gave the best hugs and advice if you had the moment to talk to him at the dinner table aka cracker barrel
i think one of our favorite places to meet up when he and his wonderful kids came to town
when we got the news of what happened it was like you were being stabbed in the heart how could this young man because he is young possibly die from something so horrible but deep down inside of myself i knew my GOD was bigger than this and even though we dont know if he will make it past tomorrow i have peace knowing that my GOD IS GREATER AND MY GOD IS STRONGER he can carry us through but i cant help thinking maybe this is supposed to be a huge wake up call to everyone who hears about david that he was a strong fighter who won because in life he won and in death he won because he gets to spend all of eternity with his king of kings i dont know what could be better than that but i have one thing to say to anybody reading this or listening to me read off to you
there is no GOD GREATER THAN THE GOD DAVID HAD IN HIS HEART AND LIFE
so cousin david i love you and i know your inside that head and body of yours so snap out of it
your future is waiting :)

why why why

this week i have been reading up on bullying and its gotten really bad over the years and its not right 

what happens to these kids and i for one am done seeing nothing done so for the next few days i am gonna post stories of kids who have died because of bullying its not right so help me stop it :)

the role me and you play in this game we call life

life 

life is just a game 

we are the pieces and god is the hand that moves us 

but some how we try to move away and hide 

and somehow or another we like that distance between us and him 

but what if we let him do what he said he would do instead of trying to get to the 

end so fast whats the reward then oh i outran god really if you say yes to that then you wrong he was carrying you even when you didnt see it or feel it how do you think you got there 

i am so sick of hearing people say he left me i had to go it alone because its not true he was there you just chose not to listen out for his call why would you walk with out hearing his voice he holds your every moment he is not this god who leaves you in you problem he helps you walk threw them no matter what he has your back when everything around you is falling he is standing there waiting for you 

he never leaves and comes back he is there to stay after all he has been here well forever 

so the next time you feel like you cant go on anymore remember you have the most high god on your side never forget that 

and if you want more information on this god you can write me and ask me as many questions as you want @ fairydust1452@yahoo.com 

and know that the joy of the lord is your strength :) 

just some random thoughts !!!! if thats okay ???

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I GOT HERE I HAVE NO IDEA AT ALL 

LIFE CAN BE SUCH A BATTLE OF RIGHT AND WRONG 

AND ALL WE DO IS STAND THERE WITH HANDS UP IN THE AIR 

ASKING AND BEGGING GOD ARE STILL THERE 

BUT WHAT IF HE WASNT WOULD WE CARE 

ITS NOT LIKE WE CALL ON HIM EVERYDAY AND ANYWHERE 

WE ONLY TRULY CALL ON HIM WHEN WE NEED HIS HELP 

ITS A SAD BUT TRUE 

HOW DID WE GET SO FAR AWAY FROM WHERE HE PLACED US AT 

COME ON NOW WORLD WILL WE EVER GET IT 

HE PLACED US IN HIS PERFECT PLAN AND THEN WE DONT UNDERSTAND IT SO WE LEAVE IT COME ON ASK FOR THE RULES OF THE GAME 

HE PLANTED THEM IN YOUR HEART AND PLACED THEM IN YOUR HAND 

HOW MUCH MORE CORRECTION DO YOU NEED BEFORE YOU GET IT 

HOW MUCH MORE WILL WE HAVE TO POUR OUT INTO YOUR LAP 

HOW LONG MUST WE SPOON FEED YOU BEFORE YOU GRAB THE MEAT 

HOW MUCH LONGER MUST WE WAIT FOR YOU TO GRAB THE PROMISES HE HAS FOR YOU 

COME ON HOW LONG MUST WE WAIT FOR YOU TO CATCH UP 

BUT KNOW THAT NO MATTER HOW SLOW YOU MAYBE AT GETTING THE MESSAGE WE WILL BE WAITING 

WAITING WITH OPEN ARMS 

BECAUSE JUDGING YOU WOULD ONLY HURT YOU MORE THAN THE WORLD HAS 

SO WITH US YOU HAVE SAFETY 

SO RUN TO US 

WE ARE WAITING !!!!! BUT FOR HOW LONG ????

all i can say is wow

okay so church was awesome as usual but for the first time in a while it was like i wasnt even there i know weird but i just felt like i wasnt there my body knew where it was but my heart and my brain where somewhere else hahaha so through all of the crazy things that happened today god just kept going and going with me and i know god has some amazing things planned for me and i am excited to take you on this journey with me and who knows where it will lead us
so until next time
god bless you so very much

why do people think its okay to say stuff to me about me being single ugh

okay so i dont have a boyfriend and some people think its okay to bring up how weird it is 

i find it rude to say the least i mean i would love to find someone and fall in love but its not like my number one goal at this point i mean im in no hurry but they seem to think it is 

like the other day a random man and woman said i should date there son because he is so handsome and plays basketball okay i was nice but got very upset after because they were not letting up on it so i think yall understand im not looking and if you happen to be one of the people who keep telling me i need to date can you lay off please its rude and it hurts when thats all people think about so get over it it will happen when it does :) thanks !!!!!

tons of moms

okay as you all may know i attend a church named iwc and i love it but over this past weekend i have found  i have so many moms to talk too on top of my natural mom
so im going to be talking about them in this blog
okay so this past weekend we did a ladies conference at our church and it rocked
but to tell you the truth what i got out of it was i am surrounded by amazing mothers some i dont know well enough to be that close but still mothers....i loved talking to the women and learning from them
you know im not married and i dont have kids but when i do have both of those things i will be really ready for them because of these amazing mothers and just to name a few off the top of my head 1.first lady ladonna tomberlin she is so amazing i love her so much she is always there to give me the biggest hugs and advice even when i dont want to hear it not that that happens often like never i hang on her every word when she talks to me because i always want to be able to say i learned from a amazing woman of god now to stop me from being mushy i will move on 2. pastor heather wallace man words cant really express what i would like to say about her she is like well well well well amazing and that dont even start to cover her she has a power a force behind her that you just want to  be near her its like touching the presence of god when you get close and you start to feel fire when she prays for you and  thats a good thing she has a way of being stern but loving at the same time i know that i can trust her with my dreams because i know she will help me reach them and her hugs are the best i mean if your sad thise hugs are just what you need and when i start to think im all alone in this crazy race i have embarked on she is there to say something like i love you i really do.... okay so now to talk about both of them they are the most amazing women you will ever meet okay so i might be a little biyas but who could help it when you have people in your life like them they for sure keep me on the fast track and on my toes and i am forever thankful for that so ladies if you read this know i love you soooooooooooo much
:)